The Harry Potter houses are core archetypes which we must all master and individuate towards their Light versions (constructive/supportive versions):
Gryffindor = Dionysus (Drive or Passion)
Ravenclaw = Apollo (Wisdom and considered controlled thought)
Slytherin = Satan (Rivalry, competition and personal good)
Hufflepuff = Lucifer (Harmony, empathy, compassion, sensibility i.e. consideration of feelings)
Abraxas is the result of balancing and individuating all these core archetypes. You evolve the Abraxas archetype or the god archetype by fixing all the flaws (inaccuracies) in what you currently think is your best behaviour.
“I step with the god in me” - Dirty Dike
“In life there are no limits, only plateaus, and you must go beyond them” - Bruce Lee
“I have transmuted base metal into gold” - Leibniz
“Keep cool and you command everybody.” - Saint-Just
What’s the ultimate secret to alchemy? You have to combine your feelings, thinking and intuition at the same time.
We combine the feelings of inner security, peace and tranquility with our intuition and thinking, with our negative emotions dissolved using the plane of will technique and with our thoughts balanced using all the core archetypes (D/A/S/L). Basically the plane of will is your personal will maximized to such an extent you can directly influence your feelings (low-frequency mathematical wave patterns). It’s very intense thinking. When we do this, we have alchemically married thinking/feeling (male/female) - we have increased our clarity and intensity of thinking, and we have “seen the light” - we experience focused extreme rationality, and we have an unhindered capability for thinking and reasoning because our doubt and uncertainty has been silenced mathematically. The angels were not allowed to tell us all this, at least not directly. Mixing alcohol/caffeine is useful for finding this state of focus for the first time, because the alcohol gives a sense of security and the caffeine incentivizes more frequent thinking within/along spacetime. (You may need to be able to rationally and emotionally self-soothe and encourage yourself and talk out loud to yourself supportively).
Basically this is as the gods would say, the correct way to use the mind. It’s proper Dominant Introversion.
Thesis: negative emotion enslaves the behaviour (Shadow: insecurities; Fear Uncertainty and Doubt; artistic/physical negative outlets)
Antithesis 1: engage positive feelings (Shadow Satan: sensory side; Shadow Lucifer: personability and sensibility over reason)
Antithesis 2: avoid the negative emotion (Shadow Satan: selfish domination; Shadow Apollo/Dionysus: intellectual isolation and social withdrawal)
Synthesis: control feelings positively, to support intuition and thinking. (Abraxas)
Your thinking Forms start to become constructive and supportive. Your Content affects your Form. Alchemy is about creating a positive feedback loop. This is the ultimate feedback loop for the monad.
Jung was also right that you need some form of contact with the opposite sex to individuate away from insecurities, fear and doubts. You must become the opposite sex in a very real sense if you want to be completely free from the desires of uniting with those personality traits. (This is shown by the anima/animus having the traits we lack).
Your ‘feelings’ (lowfreq thoughts) are what you make of life. They are just that: extra reflections which come alive for you in a community of monads. You are supposed to be focusing on yourself: on eternal understanding; on the monadic quest the same as everyone else. That’s how you win the game of existence. You prevent things from getting to you when it’s simply other peoples’ behaviour and perfectly rational choices (the best things which are found to help them for now at this point in their lives). You can’t make this your enemy and what upsets you. Marcus Aurelius was right: let go of it and you will be free - but more than letting go, you must take control to be truly free. We need more than Apollo here;- we need Light Lucifer and Light Apollo. You don’t stay afraid of everything when you realize it’s all rational. As the gods would say, feelings are something to enjoy, not to get involved in/with. To a god or an angel, feelings are just a grade of mathematics to deal with - like the hand-to-eye coordination or the walk gaits for our bodies.
When did the universe begin? / Explain this? Let’s ask Abraxas.
Look at a drinks bottle. It’s a perfect geometrical shape - where is the beginning and end to it? There isn’t one! Because it exists as a perfect eternal object! It’s in eternity. There is no need for beginnings or ends.
There’s no fault with the perfect eternal universe…
“The fault lies with the questioner.” - Abraxas
We are the imperfect souls-in-actualized-potential asking for a beginning and an end. It’s the wrong question because we are not perfect gods!
We know there can be no beginning and end to the universe … because eternity can’t have one!
BEGINNINGS AND ENDS THEMSELVES VANISH AT THE BIG CRUNCH!
Beginnings and endings, and all capacities for them, disappear inside eternity - along with anything that’s not pure potential. Nothing is left.
Eternity is eternity. Nothing else can exist there. Nothing else is required other than pure potential.
“Every time it[eternity] creates it the same as the first time” - Abraxas
Every time, eternity creates the universe for the first time. There WAS NO previous cycle. It can’t exist. Every time there is a thorough, comprehensive reset. There are no previous cycles and it is impossible for them to exist or have existed. All which exists is eternity, in truth, and this comprises infinite souls (singularities) in a singularity.
Why does eternity exist? Why does the god equation exist? ‘Why’ is not a valid question because it disappears with the big crunch. All that can exist is eternity. There can’t be a question why, according to the you that achieves full actualized potential-- you are the answer, when you reach that. And so, there is no need to ask, or to explain, such a thing to incomplete souls (they couldn’t understand something that was impossible to exist as an answer!!! It’s an incompossible answer!!) - The only thing which makes sense is for the god equation to explain itself to fully actualized monads, and for ‘imperfect’ monads to reach that via all the other parts of what really actually DOES exist - which is ontological math. There cannot be anything outside of this, so our query checks out and it’s consistent! There literally, ontologically, can’t be a reason why the universe exists and isn’t just blank empty nothingness. There would have to EXIST a frame of reference for any question and its answer to have a basis. The PSR is not required. The PSR is part of the god equation in full. It’s not an actual tool beyond eternity, to try to describe eternity (such a thing by definition can’t exist). You cannot describe eternity by framing it as a part of something else; something bigger. This is the crucial point and the rational proof that there is no answer FOR US. There simply is no frame of reference wider than eternity, to explain eternity or put it into perspective. Not even god souls can do this, because it would be useless since only eternity actually exists anyway. (Which is another proof of why it’s not compossible i.e. why it’s impossible). There is nothing to answer with. There is nothing to describe because nothing else exists, or can exist, outside of eternity.
(Still waiting for my golden ticket by the way)
If you watch certain pro gaming videos (The best player on Gears of War 4 2017) and if you have well developed introverted intuition you can start to ask “what numbers is that soul using”. If you’ve done computer programming you may have seen an AI steering program like SharpSteer (based on OpenSteer), which reveals the curves and estimations (calculations) being done by the computer to probe and touch the surfaces it needs to estimate for. The curves start to change and modulate/modify depending on various other, further associated properties such as general algorithms the mind might have for immediacy of change (the exponential curve). Everything depends on everything else in math. What is the purpose of numbers? We use certain numbers to get to other numbers more quickly. We use certain equations and then evolve them to get to others. We also use the selector function to collapse and flatten possibilities (intuition). Pro gamers’ minds might as well not be using bodies, but be dominating one another through the game’s interface - our parallel is spacetime. Pro gamers’ minds are using quick sharp refinements of calculations and estimations to sweep/estimate whatever it is they need to in order to win i.e. to become the most compossible player in the game. The most consistently compossible player always wins, and this is something we pick up on, again, mathematically.